May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat Part 1 – Practitioner’s Training

It was the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat that was a game changer. This is also where all FiTs met everyone in a physical location. i first met Sarah Sunshine (Sarala), Jabeen McMohan (Jwala),  Cherry Weir (Nirali), Mima (Mahima), Tiffanie Lim/Tara (http://souljournaling1.blogspot.com) and Manjit Surry/Mala (http://truthspinner1.blogspot.com).

The first 4 days of the Retreat was Practitioner’s training which was attended by over 20 5D++ Pulsars inclusive of FiTs. i must have attended 3 or 4 practitioner trainings with Sree Maa Shri Ji since 2012 and i must say that each time i learnt something new as the course content was different. All trainings were experiential and the only thing that remained constant was to ‘STEP-BACK’ to allow the QVSWPP to step in, be the NON-DOER. There were multitude of discourses given in all trainings by Sree Maa covering a range of subjects and so many initiations and blessings were graced on everyone of which i don’t have a count. i only feel Gratitude for SreeMaaShriJi__/\o_

One of the experiences that SreeMaaShriJi Graced everyone was ‘Visiting the Abode of the Absolute’. This was a very profound experience, almost next to Samadhi. i could only feel my heartbeat and had zero awareness of anything else. Don’t remember where i went but recall prostrating to Sree Maa and Shri Ji. Had lost all track of time. Suddenly heard Sree Maa’s voice in the room to offer gratitude before leaving and come back in the body, i felt my entire heart area open up, like someone had opened a door and lifted weight off. i have never felt so light and fresh as i did that day when i visited the Abode of the Absolute, like i am not the body and mind but just Atma_/\_

Om Sai Brahman, the greeting that all FiTs were using with one another was introduced to the Practitioners as well and the meaning explained. Value of prostration that was explained in the Sanatana Dharma what’s app chat group in Mar 2015 was explained in detail with the movement of energetic currents in the body to everyone attending this Practitioner workshop. This hadn’t been explained in the previous Practitioner workshops. There were a few who had their reservations about it and there was absolutely no force or compulsion on them. i loved doing it in Sree Maa Shri Ji’s lotus-feet. i always felt a soothing wave when i did my shashtang dandavats to Sree Maa and a very strong wave when i did it in Shri Ji’s lotus feet.  It was evident that whatever Absolute Truth Sree Maa revealed, it wasn’t always limited to just FiTs, it was incorporated in other workshops too and really, that’s how the course content was very dynamic. Repeating workshops with Sree Maa wasn’t boring or repetitive but highly dynamic as the initiations and Absolute Truth shared were different in each one. Sree Maa is an extremely spirited and versatile mentor_/\_

On the last day of the Practitioner workshop, Sree Maa Shri Ji offered the organ cleanse for which all FiTs had been recommended to take the homeopathic detox medicine. Grace of removal of entities from the organs was offered to even the Practitioners who were not going to stay back for FiT training by beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji. The experience was very intense where i felt intense rage surface and release. i had tears rolling down like a tap had been opened. i still recall that i never felt anything in the body and never felt any love but felt huge Gratitude for Sree Maa Shri Ji_/\_ Sree Maa Shri Ji ended the workshop with everyone listening and singing ‘Achyutam Keshavam’ and Sree Maa explaining the meaning of the beautiful bhajan_/\_

Main Apki atyant AbhAri hoon aur sadA rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji for the immense Grace showered, especially the organ cleanse, where the brunt of transmuting the slush was taken by Sree Maa Shri Ji on their own bodies. Sree Maa Shri Ji were very unwell after the Retreat but not once complained or mentioned about it to anyone_/\_ It was Archita who had stayed back after the Retreat for some time noticed and wrote an email to all FiTs about the same_/\_

Nuances of QVSWPP, Meeting Dallia and Jeeya

Nov 2012 is when i attended the Master Readers Workshop (Crystals, numerology, tarot) and Practitioner’s workshop. Didn’t understand much about numerology and tarot but the experience of having the essences of 33 crystals infused within was exciting.

Practitioner’s workshop was most enlightening and found it absolutely amazing that without any invocation, chanting, channeling, intention, symbols and only by stepping-back, QVSWPP upgraded everything in the vicinity. Healing was a natural by-product. Understanding the minute nuances of QVSWPP, Signature of Source-Void was most enlightening. Truly felt i had nothing to worry about, like i was covered in a warm blanket of security and grace. All i had to do was remain ‘stepped-back’ and witness what QVSWPP unraveled. It was effortless!

There were only 4 participants in the Nov 2012 workshop including me. This is where i first met Iphiginie Amoutzias/Dallia and Teh LiPing/Jeeya. Little was i aware that Jeeya’s one selfish error of judgement out of her own NPD of planting Dallia, a two-faced malignant narcissist in the Ashram House would wreak havoc to the most noble mission and vision of Kosmic Fusion (Sree Maa Shri Ji’s baby), reputation of Kosmic Fusion, SreeMaaShriJi and my own spiritual growth in the near future

Sree Maa gave many dynamic discourses during the workshop. One discourse in particular about parallel timelines was quite radical but Dallia kept interjecting the flow of the discourse with unnecessary questions. Had found it most annoying and felt Sree Maa was dealing with someone overtly arrogant who didn’t keep the openness to understand something novel. i wanted to tell her to shut up but kept quiet as i felt i was a student like Dallia and felt i was being judgmental. In hindsight, this was the first mistake i made in the series of mistakes in enabling troublemakers (dweshis). i chose to bypass addressing something that was annoying me a lot and could easily have been done politely. 

Nonetheless, i was most impressed at the way Sree Maa handled the class and the questions. Sree Maa won my respect at how patiently Sree Maa handled the class despite the stark mis-match in the 4 participants. i was a Jain with a background of yoga, meditation and studying hypnotherapy, Arvinder/Archita a Sikh who had been following Vipasna, Jeeya a Taoist from Singapore and Dallia, a German Greek practicing Buddhist for 20 years who had done many levels of theta healing. 

Archita was the one whom i had pestered to tell me about Kosmic Fusion in Dec 2011 when i had met her first and couldn’t help but notice the extra-ordinary peace and calm she had🙏 i could sustain those levels of peace and calm only for a short period, not consistently how she could and that is what i was looking for. Thank you Archita for sharing your secret with a stranger like me that catapulted my spiritual growth by leaps and bounds, all by the Grace of SreeMaaShriJi who removed the dense obsolete 3D/4D grids without meeting me and shared their USP, the QVSWPP 24 by 7😊

i was most fortunate to have found a fantastic guide, mentor, friend as Sree Maa who was most knowledgeable, nurturing, compassionate, loving and trustworthy. i was repeatedly asking Sree Maa Shri Ji if i could be a part of Kosmic Fusion mission even though i was a novice and they welcomed me with open arms. Sree Maa Shri Ji are one of the key reasons along with my exponential spiritual shifts since i was touched by the Supreme Grace of QVSWPP, for me to be associated with Kosmic Fusion🙏

Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji for accepting me with open arms🙏🙇💞