A lot of open discussions, trials and practice rounds were run to arrive at the best format that could be used to take 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsFOrMaTiON (0 to 7) workshop to many. None of us felt confident to host the 2 days format like Sree Maa Shri Ji. Sree Maa Shri Ji gave us the option to come up with our own formats too but that was collectively rejected by everyone as was against Oneness that we all were working towards and if we came up with our own formats, where was Kosmic Fusion? We all knew that the session 0 could only be done by Sree Maa Shri Ji which meant that the workshop always would require Sree Maa Shri Ji to be present for session 0 at least.
Cutting a long story short, it was collectively decided to set up the stage in such a way where as FiTs, we only held space, always staying in non-action and allowing the process to unfold for the participants. To make it easier for everyone, that is, for the FiTs to always remember that it is only Sree Maa Shri Ji who can remove 3D/4D dense obsolete grids and are the bringers of this superb upgrade to souls who are ready and also to introduce Sree Maa Shri Ji to new-comers who had no clue how this advanced work is being offered and by who it is being done, it was collectively decided to keep Sree Maa Shri Ji’s photo in the room and a 2 to 3 hours super-sonic short-cut format was decided upon to reach many more people 🙏
Potential questions that could be asked by the participants were discussed and the best answers were collated to maintain consistency in all regions🙏 An “after-care email” was to be sent to all new 5D++ Pulsars after the 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsFOrMaTiON workshop that gave them clear information about how to contact Sree Maa Shri Ji, how to tune-in with QVSWPP, how to easily integrate the process etc. and a ‘tune up call’ to be held after a minimum of 21 days with Sree Maa Shri Ji where all new 5D++ Pulsars would be able to meet Sree Maa Shri Ji and ask questions🙏
Sree Maa Shri Ji have given so much space and trust, listened to what we had to say, kept the myriad cadre of FiTs and their weaknesses and strengths in mind, what the souls of the new participants would need, to help us strengthen and never deviate from the core principle of being the Akarmi, non-doer, this new format was approved by Sree Maa Shri Ji to take the vision and mission of Kosmic Fusion forward🙏💫
This was an excellent platform for all FiTs to develop their own faith and trust in Sree Maa Shri Ji that Sree Maa Shri Ji would shower the same Grace on new participants just in a span of 2 hours when each of the FiTs had had a different process ranging from days to months🙏💞
atyant AbhAr Sree Maa Shri Ji for trusting me and giving me a superb platform to volunteer in non-action 🙇
It took me a while to fully integrate and absorb the pulse and shift that the Silent Guru Mantra initiation graciously given by Sree Maa Shri Ji brought. i viewed Sree Maa Shri Ji very differently from this day on. The casualness, ‘the cool dude’ attitude that i sometimes kept receded and a different kind of respect, adoration and gratitude dawned, a bond between a Guru and a student where both mutually accept one another. i had fully accepted SreeMaaShri Ji for the remarkable brilliance and utmost compassion they tried to conceal under selflessness and humility and Sree Maa Shri Ji accepted me despite the apparent flaws of the doer. Sree Maa Shri Ji’s brilliance and compassion outshined and resonated so soundly that the akarmi in me felt ready to surrender in Sree Maa Shri Ji’s lotus-feet and the doer for a change, wasn’t coming in the way. Interesting!
The next 4 days of the Retreat was only for the FiTs which was a continuation of the Transcendence. There were 19 of us. Sree Maa Shri Ji started the retreat with an interactive discourse about “why vegetarianism?” It was layered with sense of humor. Remember all of us bursting into peals of laughter when Sree Maa said that if anyone forces you to have meat, say that ‘i will only eat it only if you are ready to serve yourself on the plate’ 😂
i have been a vegetarian all my life and am aware that at least 4 generations before me have been Jains and strict vegetarians. i have been ridiculed a number of times, one such statement being ‘kya bakriyon ki tarah ghaans phoos khati hai! (what grass you eat like goats)’ and quite frankly, the ridiculing has come mostly from my own countrymen and utter disbelief from Westerners who hail from a meat eating culture and have had no exposure to other cultures. Thankfully, internet has made the world smaller and the awareness towards vegetarianism is on the rise worldwide due to health concerns, spirituality, no cruelty to animals etc. Sree Maa’s sense of humor weaved with Absolute Truth was a breath of fresh air💕
As i mentioned earlier, the FiT training has always been about manan and chintan. One such session was “to tune-in with QVSWPP, scan and assess where you are with the FiT programme and make a list of your own strengths and weaknesses” This was an exercise i wasn’t able to complete properly as the old me had pretty much dissolved and the new me after transcendence hadn’t settled fully. i still experienced myself in transition phase and didn’t do the exercise. i wasn’t told off for it by Sree Maa or Shri Ji but was fully respected with time and space to integrate the shift🙏
It was the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat that was a game changer. This is also where all FiTs met everyone in a physical location. i first met Sarah Sunshine (Sarala), Jabeen McMohan (Jwala), Cherry Weir (Nirali), Mima (Mahima), Tiffanie Lim/Tara (http://souljournaling1.blogspot.com) and Manjit Surry/Mala (http://truthspinner1.blogspot.com).
The first 4 days of the Retreat was Practitioner’s training which was attended by over 20 5D++ Pulsars inclusive of FiTs. i must have attended 3 or 4 practitioner trainings with Sree Maa Shri Ji since 2012 and i must say that each time i learnt something new as the course content was different. All trainings were experiential and the only thing that remained constant was to ‘STEP-BACK’ to allow the QVSWPP to step in, be the NON-DOER. There were multitude of discourses given in all trainings by Sree Maa covering a range of subjects and so many initiations and blessings were graced on everyone of which i don’t have a count. i only feel Gratitude for SreeMaaShriJi__/\o_
One of the experiences that SreeMaaShriJi Graced everyone was ‘Visiting the Abode of the Absolute’. This was a very profound experience, almost next to Samadhi. i could only feel my heartbeat and had zero awareness of anything else. Don’t remember where i went but recall prostrating to Sree Maa and Shri Ji. Had lost all track of time. Suddenly heard Sree Maa’s voice in the room to offer gratitude before leaving and come back in the body, i felt my entire heart area open up, like someone had opened a door and lifted weight off. i have never felt so light and fresh as i did that day when i visited the Abode of the Absolute, like i am not the body and mind but just Atma_/\_
Om Sai Brahman, the greeting that all FiTs were using with one another was introduced to the Practitioners as well and the meaning explained. Value of prostration that was explained in the Sanatana Dharma what’s app chat group in Mar 2015 was explained in detail with the movement of energetic currents in the body to everyone attending this Practitioner workshop. This hadn’t been explained in the previous Practitioner workshops. There were a few who had their reservations about it and there was absolutely no force or compulsion on them. i loved doing it in Sree Maa Shri Ji’s lotus-feet. i always felt a soothing wave when i did my shashtang dandavats to Sree Maa and a very strong wave when i did it in Shri Ji’s lotus feet. It was evident that whatever Absolute Truth Sree Maa revealed, it wasn’t always limited to just FiTs, it was incorporated in other workshops too and really, that’s how the course content was very dynamic. Repeating workshops with Sree Maa wasn’t boring or repetitive but highly dynamic as the initiations and Absolute Truth shared were different in each one. Sree Maa is an extremely spirited and versatile mentor_/\_
On the last day of the Practitioner workshop, Sree Maa Shri Ji offered the organ cleanse for which all FiTs had been recommended to take the homeopathic detox medicine. Grace of removal of entities from the organs was offered to even the Practitioners who were not going to stay back for FiT training by beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji. The experience was very intense where i felt intense rage surface and release. i had tears rolling down like a tap had been opened. i still recall that i never felt anything in the body and never felt any love but felt huge Gratitude for Sree Maa Shri Ji_/\_ Sree Maa Shri Ji ended the workshop with everyone listening and singing ‘Achyutam Keshavam’ and Sree Maa explaining the meaning of the beautiful bhajan_/\_
Main Apki atyant AbhAri hoon aur sadA rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji for the immense Grace showered, especially the organ cleanse, where the brunt of transmuting the slush was taken by Sree Maa Shri Ji on their own bodies. Sree Maa Shri Ji were very unwell after the Retreat but not once complained or mentioned about it to anyone_/\_ It was Archita who had stayed back after the Retreat for some time noticed and wrote an email to all FiTs about the same_/\_
Nov 2012 is when i attended the Master Readers Workshop (Crystals, numerology, tarot) and Practitioner’s workshop. Didn’t understand much about numerology and tarot but the experience of having the essences of 33 crystals infused within was exciting.
Practitioner’s workshop was most enlightening and found it absolutely amazing that without any invocation, chanting, channeling, intention, symbols and only by stepping-back, QVSWPP upgraded everything in the vicinity. Healing was a natural by-product. Understanding the minute nuances of QVSWPP, Signature of Source-Void was most enlightening. Truly felt i had nothing to worry about, like i was covered in a warm blanket of security and grace. All i had to do was remain ‘stepped-back’ and witness what QVSWPP unraveled. It was effortless!
There were only 4 participants in the Nov 2012 workshop including me. This is where i first met Iphiginie Amoutzias/Dallia and Teh LiPing/Jeeya. Little was i aware that Jeeya’s one selfish error of judgement out of her own NPD of planting Dallia, a two-faced malignant narcissist in the Ashram House would wreak havoc to the most noble mission and vision of Kosmic Fusion (Sree Maa Shri Ji’s baby), reputation of Kosmic Fusion, SreeMaaShriJi and my own spiritual growth in the near future.
Sree Maa gave many dynamic discourses during the workshop. One discourse in particular about parallel timelines was quite radical but Dallia kept interjecting the flow of the discourse with unnecessary questions. Had found it most annoying and felt Sree Maa was dealing with someone overtly arrogant who didn’t keep the openness to understand something novel. i wanted to tell her to shut up but kept quiet as i felt i was a student like Dallia and felt i was being judgmental. In hindsight, this was the first mistake i made in the series of mistakes in enabling troublemakers (dweshis). i chose to bypass addressing something that was annoying me a lot and could easily have been done politely.
Nonetheless, i was most impressed at the way Sree Maa handled the class and the questions. Sree Maa won my respect at how patiently Sree Maa handled the class despite the stark mis-match in the 4 participants. i was a Jain with a background of yoga, meditation and studying hypnotherapy, Arvinder/Archita a Sikh who had been following Vipasna, Jeeya a Taoist from Singapore and Dallia, a German Greek practicing Buddhist for 20 years who had done many levels of theta healing.
Archita was the one whom i had pestered to tell me about Kosmic Fusion in Dec 2011 when i had met her first and couldn’t help but notice the extra-ordinary peace and calm she had🙏 i could sustain those levels of peace and calm only for a short period, not consistently how she could and that is what i was looking for. Thank you Archita for sharing your secret with a stranger like me that catapulted my spiritual growth by leaps and bounds, all by the Grace of SreeMaaShriJi who removed the dense obsolete 3D/4D grids without meeting me and shared their USP, the QVSWPP 24 by 7😊
i was most fortunate to have found a fantastic guide, mentor, friend as Sree Maa who was most knowledgeable, nurturing, compassionate, loving and trustworthy. i was repeatedly asking Sree Maa Shri Ji if i could be a part of Kosmic Fusion mission even though i was a novice and they welcomed me with open arms. Sree Maa Shri Ji are one of the key reasons along with my exponential spiritual shifts since i was touched by the Supreme Grace of QVSWPP, for me to be associated with Kosmic Fusion🙏
Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji for accepting me with open arms🙏🙇💞