My Response 2 : Sexual relations with outsiders?

My response to the ridiculous and derogatory questions of the journalists was one long email which i have published in 4 parts in my blog for an easy read. 

Part 2


Q) did you warn members not to have sexual relations with outsiders because they might bring the wrong energy?

Ans: What i do in my personal space and time is my own business. Sree Maa Shri Ji have never spoken to me or advised me or asked me or warned me about my sexual life ever. On the contrary, i am the one who crossed my boundaries and have cried sob stories of my life in front of Sree Maa Shri Ji when Sree Maa Shri Ji had clearly said my ego and the conditions of my life created by it are my own responsibility. It is Sree Maa Shri Ji who have given the respect, compassion and time to listen to me still without bias and provide guidance according to Bhagwan Swaminarayan Teachings and share transmissions of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.

Quite frankly, i find the question misleading, baseless and disgraceful. Please accept my sincere apologies Sree Maa Shri Ji for the ridiculous and derogatory questions Sree Maa Shri Ji have been asked. Why these questions have been hurled at Sree Maa Shri Ji and not at the other volunteers who sat on the same course as ‘former volunteers’ is baffling. 

Anyway, i don’t like how it is presumed in the question that i seem to sleep around or would like to have multiple sexual relations. What does “outsiders” mean? Am guessing, it is people who are not FITs (facilitators in training). Is the journalist implying that i can have sex with insiders? Or is he labelling me as a lesbian since all insiders were women and only one brave man who is gay? The question is vulgar and does not have any relevance to my atma or Kosmic Fusion, school of Absolute Truths that offers the super sonic shortcut in attaining Self-Realization. That is what i applied for and was accepted by Sree Maa Shri Ji as a student, so how and when did my sexual health become Sree Maa Shri Ji’s concern is puzzling. What ‘wrong energy’ is being referred to in the question when the crux of Kosmic Fusion is Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, the most loving Signature of Shunya Bindu and Sree Maa Shri Ji is the living embodiment of IT.

i choose to remain stepped back and in neutrality, the foundation and the base principle of all Kosmic Fusion Trainings and Sree Maa Shri Ji’s teachings. i personally believe in the concept of holy matrimony and i have never ever been told/advised/warned by Sree Maa Shri Ji that i can’t or shouldn’t go for it with an outsider or insider. As for sexual relations, i am a stable person with a keen intellect and do not drop into bed with anyone just because the body/hormones crave for it or i am under some sort of pressure or to confirm to any fake image and ideas of liberalism/feminism/practicing my right/live life before you die etc etc. 

Nuances of QVSWPP, Meeting Dallia and Jeeya

Nov 2012 is when i attended the Master Readers Workshop (Crystals, numerology, tarot) and Practitioner’s workshop. Didn’t understand much about numerology and tarot but the experience of having the essences of 33 crystals infused within was exciting.

Practitioner’s workshop was most enlightening and found it absolutely amazing that without any invocation, chanting, channeling, intention, symbols and only by stepping-back, QVSWPP upgraded everything in the vicinity. Healing was a natural by-product. Understanding the minute nuances of QVSWPP, Signature of Source-Void was most enlightening. Truly felt i had nothing to worry about, like i was covered in a warm blanket of security and grace. All i had to do was remain ‘stepped-back’ and witness what QVSWPP unraveled. It was effortless!

There were only 4 participants in the Nov 2012 workshop including me. This is where i first met Iphiginie Amoutzias/Dallia and Teh LiPing/Jeeya. Little was i aware that Jeeya’s one selfish error of judgement out of her own NPD of planting Dallia, a two-faced malignant narcissist in the Ashram House would wreak havoc to the most noble mission and vision of Kosmic Fusion (Sree Maa Shri Ji’s baby), reputation of Kosmic Fusion, SreeMaaShriJi and my own spiritual growth in the near future

Sree Maa gave many dynamic discourses during the workshop. One discourse in particular about parallel timelines was quite radical but Dallia kept interjecting the flow of the discourse with unnecessary questions. Had found it most annoying and felt Sree Maa was dealing with someone overtly arrogant who didn’t keep the openness to understand something novel. i wanted to tell her to shut up but kept quiet as i felt i was a student like Dallia and felt i was being judgmental. In hindsight, this was the first mistake i made in the series of mistakes in enabling troublemakers (dweshis). i chose to bypass addressing something that was annoying me a lot and could easily have been done politely. 

Nonetheless, i was most impressed at the way Sree Maa handled the class and the questions. Sree Maa won my respect at how patiently Sree Maa handled the class despite the stark mis-match in the 4 participants. i was a Jain with a background of yoga, meditation and studying hypnotherapy, Arvinder/Archita a Sikh who had been following Vipasna, Jeeya a Taoist from Singapore and Dallia, a German Greek practicing Buddhist for 20 years who had done many levels of theta healing. 

Archita was the one whom i had pestered to tell me about Kosmic Fusion in Dec 2011 when i had met her first and couldn’t help but notice the extra-ordinary peace and calm she had🙏 i could sustain those levels of peace and calm only for a short period, not consistently how she could and that is what i was looking for. Thank you Archita for sharing your secret with a stranger like me that catapulted my spiritual growth by leaps and bounds, all by the Grace of SreeMaaShriJi who removed the dense obsolete 3D/4D grids without meeting me and shared their USP, the QVSWPP 24 by 7😊

i was most fortunate to have found a fantastic guide, mentor, friend as Sree Maa who was most knowledgeable, nurturing, compassionate, loving and trustworthy. i was repeatedly asking Sree Maa Shri Ji if i could be a part of Kosmic Fusion mission even though i was a novice and they welcomed me with open arms. Sree Maa Shri Ji are one of the key reasons along with my exponential spiritual shifts since i was touched by the Supreme Grace of QVSWPP, for me to be associated with Kosmic Fusion🙏

Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji for accepting me with open arms🙏🙇💞

QVSWPP, Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Gift of Grace

The day i met Sree Maa Shri Ji, i knew from my deepest core that this is what i had been waiting for. Quite frankly, i have never looked back since that day. Sree Maa understood my inner being like no one else did and there was an instant bond i felt, a bond of trust, mutual respect, a higher purpose and companionship (sakha bhaav)🙏

My 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsFOrMaTiON (0 to 7) process was 6 months long. Sree Maa Shri Ji’s ultimate gift of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) was weaving a beautiful journey for me. i was very keen to understand what the Signature of Source-Void was and hence started my enquiry. Sree Maa Shri Ji has been most forthcoming in answering my questions, some answers gave me an aha feeling, some were an over head transmission, but i was just happy with the experience of tuning-in with QVSWPP 😇 Everything was really new, the experience was beautiful and i was at peace that i wasn’t going to understand and follow everything in one go. i never felt anything in the body but i still wanted to tune-in to QVSWPP. Thoughts had come back too after the 3 weeks blissful state of turiya avastha but daily tuning-in with QVSWPP was helping tremendously.

i remember my first beautiful surreal experience in 2012 amidst many at the start of my journey with QVSWPP that Sree Maa Shri ji shared so lovingly. It occurred in a half-asleep half-awake state in the wee hours of the morning where i saw pink flowers being gifted to me. It was beautiful and the mind doubted that it was happening, so i opened my eyes a couple of times to check if i was dreaming but no, every time i closed my eyes, i was back in the same vision of flowers being gifted and every time i opened my eyes i was in my room fully aware of lying down in my bed with a clear memory of how my room looked at that time. When i shared my experience with Sree Maa, Sree Maa shared it was Shakti path opening for me🙏🙏

Second similar experience was when i experienced floating in water while i was lying in bed and third was when i saw a regal golden eagle soaring in high skies. i opened my eyes on all 3 occasions to check if i was dreaming but no, i was awake and then had these visions again when i closed my eyes. Such beautiful and paranormal escapades still vivid in my memory!

Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi Sree Maa and Shri Ji😍

Same year, i had an experience of the quickest healing. i woke up early morning with a sore throat. Swallowing saliva was like swallowing thorns. Could not utter a word. There was no medicine at home and i felt in no state to order medicine on phone forget about going to a doc. All i did was 4 or 5 salt water gargles, tuning-in with QVSWPP for 11 mins and then passing out in deep sleep. i woke up naturally after 4 to 5 hours without a sign of infection. Felt well rested like i had woken up from a 12 hour deep slumber. i went out partying that night when otherwise i would have been bed ridden for 3 days straight. QVSWPP worked mysteriously and i wanted to understand more about it…