May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat Part 3 – Master FiT

A lot of open discussions, trials and practice rounds were run to arrive at the best format that could be used to take 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsFOrMaTiON (0 to 7) workshop to many. None of us felt confident to host the 2 days format like Sree Maa Shri Ji. Sree Maa Shri Ji gave us the option to come up with our own formats too but that was collectively rejected by everyone as was against Oneness that we all were working towards and if we came up with our own formats, where was Kosmic Fusion? We all knew that the session 0 could only be done by Sree Maa Shri Ji which meant that the workshop always would require Sree Maa Shri Ji to be present for session 0 at least.

Cutting a long story short, it was collectively decided to set up the stage in such a way where as FiTs, we only held space, always staying in non-action and allowing the process to unfold for the participants. To make it easier for everyone, that is, for the FiTs to always remember that it is only Sree Maa Shri Ji who can remove 3D/4D dense obsolete grids and are the bringers of this superb upgrade to souls who are ready and also to introduce Sree Maa Shri Ji to new-comers who had no clue how this advanced work is being offered and by who it is being done, it was collectively decided to keep Sree Maa Shri Ji’s photo in the room and a 2 to 3 hours super-sonic short-cut format was decided upon to reach many more people 🙏

Potential questions that could be asked by the participants were discussed and the best answers were collated to maintain consistency in all regions🙏 An “after-care email” was to be sent to all new 5D++ Pulsars after the 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsFOrMaTiON workshop that gave them clear information about how to contact Sree Maa Shri Ji, how to tune-in with QVSWPP, how to easily integrate the process etc. and a ‘tune up call’ to be held after a minimum of 21 days with Sree Maa Shri Ji where all new 5D++ Pulsars would be able to meet Sree Maa Shri Ji and ask questions🙏

Sree Maa Shri Ji have given so much space and trust, listened to what we had to say, kept the myriad cadre of FiTs and their weaknesses and strengths in mind, what the souls of the new participants would need, to help us strengthen and never deviate from the core principle of being the Akarmi, non-doer, this new format was approved by Sree Maa Shri Ji to take the vision and mission of Kosmic Fusion forward🙏💫

This was an excellent platform for all FiTs to develop their own faith and trust in Sree Maa Shri Ji that Sree Maa Shri Ji would shower the same Grace on new participants just in a span of 2 hours when each of the FiTs had had a different process ranging from days to months🙏💞

atyant AbhAr Sree Maa Shri Ji for trusting me and giving me a superb platform to volunteer in non-action 🙇

May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat Part 3 – Master FiT

It took me a while to fully integrate and absorb the pulse and shift that the Silent Guru Mantra initiation graciously given by Sree Maa Shri Ji brought. i viewed Sree Maa Shri Ji very differently from this day on. The casualness, ‘the cool dude’ attitude that i sometimes kept receded and a different kind of respect, adoration and gratitude dawned, a bond between a Guru and a student where both mutually accept one another. i had fully accepted SreeMaaShri Ji for the remarkable brilliance and utmost compassion they tried to conceal under selflessness and humility and Sree Maa Shri Ji accepted me despite the apparent flaws of the doer. Sree Maa Shri Ji’s brilliance and compassion outshined and resonated so soundly that the akarmi in me felt ready to surrender in Sree Maa Shri Ji’s lotus-feet and the doer for a change, wasn’t coming in the way. Interesting!

The next 4 days of the Retreat was only for the FiTs which was a continuation of the Transcendence. There were 19 of us. Sree Maa Shri Ji started the retreat with an interactive discourse about “why vegetarianism?” It was layered with sense of humor. Remember all of us bursting into peals of laughter when Sree Maa said that if anyone forces you to have meat, say that ‘i will only eat it only if you are ready to serve yourself on the plate’ 😂
i have been a vegetarian all my life and am aware that at least 4 generations before me have been Jains and strict vegetarians. i have been ridiculed a number of times, one such statement being ‘kya bakriyon ki tarah ghaans phoos khati hai! (what grass you eat like goats)’ and quite frankly, the ridiculing has come mostly from my own countrymen and utter disbelief from Westerners who hail from a meat eating culture and have had no exposure to other cultures. Thankfully, internet has made the world smaller and the awareness towards vegetarianism is on the rise worldwide due to health concerns, spirituality, no cruelty to animals etc. Sree Maa’s sense of humor weaved with Absolute Truth was a breath of fresh air💕

As i mentioned earlier, the FiT training has always been about manan and chintan. One such session was “to tune-in with QVSWPP, scan and assess where you are with the FiT programme and make a list of your own strengths and weaknesses” This was an exercise i wasn’t able to complete properly as the old me had pretty much dissolved and the new me after transcendence hadn’t settled fully. i still experienced myself in transition phase and didn’t do the exercise. i wasn’t told off for it by Sree Maa or Shri Ji but was fully respected with time and space to integrate the shift🙏

self/Self/SELF

Early 2014, Sree Maa introduced the concept of self/Self/SELF and introduced the greeting ‘Om Sai Brahman’ that all FiTs used with one another. It became increasingly evident that it was the small self, my own ego that was my biggest road block in realizing the Self and that the FiT trial was a practical training ground about becoming aware of these shades and moving past them with the help of QVSWPP, my 24 by 7 companion graciously gifted by Sree Maa Shri Ji. i was very aware that Sree Maa had taken a big risk as conflicts and discordancy between FiTs had already emerged due to reacting egos in 2013 itself. Remember reading an email where Sree Maa had clearly spelt out that each one’s raging ego is everyone’s individual responsibility.

Sree Maa was most gracious to allow all FiTs to sit for the 2 days online 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsForMaTiON (0 to 7) workshops to observe and learn and get accustomed to the online software that was used but all FiTs had to log out for the 0 session and then log back again. It was crystal clear from the start that no-one could and would be trained for removing the dense obsolete 3D/4D grids. It was only Sree Maa Shri Ji who would be doing that. 


It is one such online 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsForMaTiON (0 to 7) workshop in Oct 2014 where my mum and dad, and my brother chose to their process and i felt elated that everyone in my small little family had been gifted with this most precious gift by Sree Maa Shri Ji. That was the day i felt the undertones of energetic discordancy in my family smoothen out in the times to follow. i also felt that whatever my family had done for me, i had completed my responsibility towards them by being the saadhan (medium) to introduce them to Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji. i experienced an enormous inner relief that QVSWPP would now take care of them just like IT was constantly taking care of me since 2012. The inner worry that i had that ‘i was sitting so far from them and if anything untoward was to happen, i wouldn’t be there’ dissipated fully. Wherever life took each of us from now on is best for our atma. QVSWPP, the All-Knowing and most benevolent Signature would take care of them exactly how IT was taking care of me. Atyant AbhAr Sree Maa Shri Ji for bringing such supreme Grace to everyone in my family_/\_

This was also the workshop after which my interactions with Valarie Rosemary Fernandes/Virali (http://infinitelyblessedandgrateful.blogspot.com) increased as she came to attend this workshop from my place. Archita, i and Virali were awesome threesome in Dubai 🙂

i was very fortunate to travel to New Zealand every now and then. On one such occasion in Feb 2014, i was most fortunate to attend a Kosmic Tribe get-together in Auckland and meet 5D++ Pulsars in New Zealand. i first met Ritu Bhargava/Nandini (https://transformationofnarcissist.blogspot.com/), Orja, Renee Ryder/Renu, Devi and many more for the first time here. i was more focussed on Sree Maa though. Once again i witnessed how Dallia interjected Sree Maa with unnecessary questions. Nonetheless, the discourse was instrumental in me wanting to be with Sree Maa and understand more. This was the first time Sree Maa revealed that there was no difference between Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse and Sree Maa Shri Ji, IT is their Original consciousness. 

Sree Maa was an exceptional mentor and i couldn’t believe my good fortune that i had managed to attract Sree Maa Shri Ji in my life. It felt that all the effort i had put on my spiritual path, Sree Maa Shri Ji was the fruition of it🙏🙇


QVSWPP, Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Gift of Grace

The day i met Sree Maa Shri Ji, i knew from my deepest core that this is what i had been waiting for. Quite frankly, i have never looked back since that day. Sree Maa understood my inner being like no one else did and there was an instant bond i felt, a bond of trust, mutual respect, a higher purpose and companionship (sakha bhaav)🙏

My 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsFOrMaTiON (0 to 7) process was 6 months long. Sree Maa Shri Ji’s ultimate gift of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) was weaving a beautiful journey for me. i was very keen to understand what the Signature of Source-Void was and hence started my enquiry. Sree Maa Shri Ji has been most forthcoming in answering my questions, some answers gave me an aha feeling, some were an over head transmission, but i was just happy with the experience of tuning-in with QVSWPP 😇 Everything was really new, the experience was beautiful and i was at peace that i wasn’t going to understand and follow everything in one go. i never felt anything in the body but i still wanted to tune-in to QVSWPP. Thoughts had come back too after the 3 weeks blissful state of turiya avastha but daily tuning-in with QVSWPP was helping tremendously.

i remember my first beautiful surreal experience in 2012 amidst many at the start of my journey with QVSWPP that Sree Maa Shri ji shared so lovingly. It occurred in a half-asleep half-awake state in the wee hours of the morning where i saw pink flowers being gifted to me. It was beautiful and the mind doubted that it was happening, so i opened my eyes a couple of times to check if i was dreaming but no, every time i closed my eyes, i was back in the same vision of flowers being gifted and every time i opened my eyes i was in my room fully aware of lying down in my bed with a clear memory of how my room looked at that time. When i shared my experience with Sree Maa, Sree Maa shared it was Shakti path opening for me🙏🙏

Second similar experience was when i experienced floating in water while i was lying in bed and third was when i saw a regal golden eagle soaring in high skies. i opened my eyes on all 3 occasions to check if i was dreaming but no, i was awake and then had these visions again when i closed my eyes. Such beautiful and paranormal escapades still vivid in my memory!

Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi Sree Maa and Shri Ji😍

Same year, i had an experience of the quickest healing. i woke up early morning with a sore throat. Swallowing saliva was like swallowing thorns. Could not utter a word. There was no medicine at home and i felt in no state to order medicine on phone forget about going to a doc. All i did was 4 or 5 salt water gargles, tuning-in with QVSWPP for 11 mins and then passing out in deep sleep. i woke up naturally after 4 to 5 hours without a sign of infection. Felt well rested like i had woken up from a 12 hour deep slumber. i went out partying that night when otherwise i would have been bed ridden for 3 days straight. QVSWPP worked mysteriously and i wanted to understand more about it…